I did it.

Yuppers, I started my blog today.After much thought and asking my sister if this sounded like a good idea she agreed .She said do whatever makes me happy.I love reading other people's blog and so it seems that I have the blog bug.

Now what should I write about the options are endless?My kids I can talk about all day but I really don't want to bore anyone .Don't get me wrong they are great kids but not everyone wants to hear about what babyboo did today at school.Or do they hmm? I guess the first thing that everyone will have to know are the kids names so here we go Joseph is 16 ,Jesse 15, Cynthia13,Sara 12,James 9 .Yes I know five .And of course they are a part of my everyday life.My reason for getting my botty up in the morning and driving an hour to work and coming home oh ,the joy to coming home and hearing all the teenager girl drama.Lovely but i wouldn't trade it for the world.Don't get me wrong there are those moments were I walk into my bathroom and lock the door behind me and think hmm can I drown myself in the toilet water .Just a joke .I sit and look at myself in the mirror and I start to literally think about what the problem is and try to find a freak en way to fix it.And I hope to God it's fixable .

Luckily I am married and usually if the problem is to big I can run to my husband .But usually once I get a hold of him I can not bear to tell him what is all going on .I think .Why should I stress him out ?I can handle everything .This is not a good idea .But that's what happens.I generally keep the really shitty stuff to myself .So you all will get to hear me rant and rave so be ready...